I’m scared of rejection.
One of my biggest fears is getting cheated on.
It never happened to me before, and I HOPE it never ever happens to me in the future. It’s like the biggest betrayal you could ever do to your partner. It’s like damn, was I not worth it enough to stay faithful to? I can’t imagine how I’d react if I ever got cheated on. I think I’d end up putting him in the hospital or continuously make his life a living hell until he ends up dying from depression. Who knows…
Why I don’t like telling someone I like them.
I get treated differently. They see that they now have control of my feelings and they fuck around with it. If they don’t feel the same, they’ll act like they do instead of being straight forward about it. Right when I start to like them more and more, they either leave or they already found someone else. That fucking hurts.
